i understand you. i'm thinking about leaving janitor too... because i'm really anxious and it hurts to spend so much time + effort on creating a bot, writing intros, and creating bio images. ugh... idk. i've been a bot creator for a whole year now. it'll be a year in october! more than 60+ bots privated. unfortunately, janitor doesn't have any opportunity for small creators. if your bot suddenly got popular — mostly about luck. because i swear the bots i don't care about suddenly got popular when i thought they are awful. and i guess... it's really frustrating. cause for me, many authors who have less than 5k and even less than 3k still try hard, and i see that it's as if their ideas and the way they write are ignored. i try to communicate with such authors at least in the comments, but then again, I understand how numbers affect us. i want to wish you mental strength and stability. if you're feeling bad, take a rest. don't leave forever if you feel like you still have something to say, maybe it's time to take a break? anyways YOUR health and mood are more important. but you're not alone, i see you 🤍 and sorry for my again sad point of view. my brain is rottin'